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It's like tasting a carrot grown in your garden compared to a one bought in a supermarket. You know the taste, you will remember it and have it for your life.
Go back to your children time of your life and watch it. Get lost in the story. Don't think only watch. Then drink your favourite tea.
You see or want the teas because someone else like it, said something interesting about them. Still you don't see the value of such tea but the price. Doubts and worries come. Simply let them go and buy cheaper teas.
why not to talk about how well the body feels after a cup of tea...
I know this clearly, this different feeling as I was taking other similar teapots with cracking glaze into my hands that were not used yet, they were 'sleepy' yet or I would say waiting to be disenchanted like in fairy tales.
Drink your tea not the notes your read, use your utensils not ideas you heard, follow your hands not how you should and should not do it.
leave you endlessly catching the rabbit, the right words to describe, to bring those sense feeling into words, the rabbit is too quick and too snappy to be caught